Abnormally calm.

4 days of new year holiday. Thanks to the randomness of Malaysian Government.

4 days, almost without a day sober. 3 under the influence of alcohol + caffeine, and the last due to the lack of soberness in previous 3 days. Fun, I had of cos. I would call it max-fun-I-could-ever-put-myself-in, if I didn’t accidentally send out those words.

No response it is. The worst response one could get.

Unlike how it made me feel before this, worries and down, or sucks, I am feeling abnormally calm.

Hmm, weird. Someone suggested it’s happy and sad at the same time. I gave it a thought, and no, not happy I would call it. It’s relief. Relieved to have something taken away from me finally, sad to acknowledge that it has to go at last.

A tough choice. Glad that all I need to do now is to wait.  It has to come.

Happy new year? I hope so. A toast to a better year, all of us!

Sucks to the MAX!

It’s Christmas Eve!!! And what? Me woke up in such a mess.
Sucks to the max, really!!

Having a complicated feeling over a simple thing.
I didn’t mean to complicate it. Never!!!

A drinking session perhaps, anyone?

Me screwed it.

It’s comfortable I know
just to stay like that
Not everyone gets a chance
seriously

It’s the moral you know
that I can’t stop myself from thinking
An ear is the only thing I seek
seriously

Sometimes
like you said
you could help

Would you
really?

I thought I wanted all these
but you told me
I just screwed it

What do you expect?
Or rather
what do I expect?

Dancing.

One of my buddy’s fav.

Did loads of thinking these days with this playing in the background.
It has never failed to carry me away.

Winter’s here?!

Ever had times that you don’t feel like coming out from the morning hot shower?

Me, every working morning.

But it’s getting worst these days. With the weather turning wet and cold, and the stupid air-cond temperature controller broken down at work (the freezer I call it). My jacket can’t keep me warm enough. DUH!

DUDE, I AIN’T SUPPOSED TO HAVE WINTER CLOTHES HERE IN MALAYSIA!!!